Beauty Friends: 2014

It is very sad these days the way disabled people are treated. When I was a child, I always had to defend my sister. Kids would tease her in school because she was soo short. It got to the point where I hated people. Many children and young adults have killed or injured themselves due to loss of love, friendship, kindness. I myself am also on the boarder line of committing suicide. My parents say that they understand how I'm feeling. But, that isn't possible. Back in the 1960's, I don't believe that anyone back then had disabilities. So, how could my parents possibly understand how I feel when they've never experienced it themselves? I was born a blue baby. My feet are deformed. Because I have a little bit of brain damage, I don't act my age. I was born nov. 1st, 1979. I recently turned 34. But, because of my disabilities, mentally and emotionally I'm like a 16 year old. I have epilepsy, bipolar, NF, arthritis, scoliosis, bulging discs, and my hips are deformed. I also have a very weak immune system that causes me to get sick very easily. I never had a normal life. Most of my life was spent, almost dying in the hospital. I never got to go to my senior prom, either. And worst of all, I HAVE NO FRIENDS WHATSOEVER!!!! It is very difficult for me to get out because I'm sick all the time. All I want is true friends. Being all alone causes people to do unusual things such as self harm, depression, drugs, suicide thoughts. Why is the world so cruel these days? Who knows. But, all I know is that if I had some real friends, no matter what race or color, it would really make me happy. At this time right now, I've turned into a little bit of a drug addict, I've hurt myself a few times. Why? Because I'm lonely, depressed, no friends. Why can't we all get along? I created this page for those out there that have disabilities, or for those that simply wanna talk. Please comment back. Thank you.